Pichle Saat Dino mein

I don't know what's making me do this....I always wanted to blog....but never found anything worth writing.... I don't even know how to start off.....Maybe because am mentally that beaten up....Yes, the word "mentally down" is never associated with someone like me....especially, my close pals are never ever gonna believe this...But like they say, Life treats everyone equally...Everyone gets their share of happiness and sorrow....And to be fair, Life has given me a lot of happiness. I once read a famous quote "LIFE IS NOT MEASURED BY THE NUMBER OF BREATHS YOU TAKE, BUT THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY" ....But the situation I am in at present is hardly letting me breathe....

Yes, Life is teaching me a lesson...LESSON 1 : A lesson that teaches you how painful a loss is...no matter what that might be...A person, A thing , or a piece of paper( by now a few of you folks know what am referring to) ..... 2. Be Genuine....no matter what happens....no matter how much you have or how much you don't have....Be the way you are.....This always puts you in an advantageous position ....Always gives you that extra ray of hope....And i still have a big ray....sorry..... ray(s) of hope..... 3. Believe........Self explanatory......

I might argue "Why should this happen to me???" ....But then today I walked into my sister's room(my real and only love) and found a writing on her cupboard which says "When life throws problems at you...Don't ask Life "WHY ME???" ...instead say "TRY ME!!!".....there it is....I got my answer.....

I've had huge gifts and surprises from life.....I love my Life.....But I cannot disown it when its putting me in such a whirlwind.....I will fight it out.......Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% what you make out of it.....This incident has really shown me who my people are and which one of them are just superficially with me..... Support and prayers have come from the most unexpected of people... And am really happy....

Well maybe tonight I can sleep peacefully after having a string of sleepless nights....

P.S.--This is my first blog....and hence maybe its a bit philosophical and boring.....But it doesn't matter what you think of it :p .... Once this restless phase is over, I promise more masala and action....Sacchi muchi... :p